Hmm.. Finally again

haiz.. just gotten food poisoning..
(yah, i can just picture u guys rolling ur eyes, saying: " not again") haha
yup..
nothing big this time though, no hospitalization.
Says, sigmund Freud (my idol),
EVERYONE HAS A INNATE DEATH INSTINCT.
haha
i think i actually like hospitals. It's a new experience everytime i suppose.
and the fear of what is to come is rather, interessting
haha
nah, it's just tt everyone seems so frightened of the dengue thingy and i'm not.
in fact, i think it's kinda nice to try having it.
but the mosquitos (those which have attacked me) are harmless..
to my disappointment.
i think i would like to try having it.
no, i'm not sadistic.. really
i just like it if it's transient i suppose.. you would catch me wishing for kidney failure and such. Dengue's good.
haha

The world of the past.
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In time to come,
one shall wonder,
what one's birth had sang.
in this lonely miserable world,
any angel's song at all.

All in all,
one shall find
that only in life's ending notes,
will one surely see the truth
of one's worth in this world.

World to world,
life's final song
the transition in which finale brings
the last breath, last thought
last tear to be shed.

sheding all covers,
one will find
that darkness isn't too cold
into this embrace one shall find
the comfort void shall bring

No more tears,
no more pain,
no more irking dissonance.
Only darkness shall ensue.
the the macarbe world of past.